Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @
9:40 PM
if you get your resluts badly, i know parents definitely unhappy wid it rite?but if your result is being compare wid your relative's child, would you feel happy?because i get my results badly, my dad keeping saying that all his relative's (my father side relative) child get their results so good, able to go poly, university etc...did he space a feeling for me? he not even encouraging me, or what so ever, he yet saying those word... as well as my classmates... i did study my work for my examination, why do i still fail my exam?! Why?! Why?! i now feel like jumping down from the building... feel like killing myself..i have no one to talk to.... what can i do?! even i cry so what?! does anyone know my feeling? i feel like i doesnt belong to this world, this family at all..I HATE MYSELF, HATE MY RELATIVE (father side), I HATE LIVING IN THIS WORLD~!!!!!I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!"Chinese 'O' lvl paper left 11 Days"♥Joanne♥
