Saturday, December 26, 2009 @
9:59 PM
merry late christmas! LOL.. christmas really nothing big difference for me la.. just like normal days, i not even notice that ytd is x'mas. LOL!
this week really is a 'good' week. ?? so many terrible news coming out. bad one by one coming out! OMG! *in shock*
first, SS501 persona concert is.... CANCELLED! on 20 dec '09, an official news from Do Concert Co.,Ltd that BKK is the last stop. which means, there is no persona concert in SG!!!!! OMG!!! i want to shout like crazy woman le lah... >< arghhhh... what the hell.. earlier on say there is a concert in sg, and now?! there is no concert?! some more, BKK persona concert is change to 13 feb, which is our CNY Eve sia. what is the organiser/the company (DSPent) thinking? OMG!!!!
second, super junior's hankyung wants to terminate his contract?! not only that, (rumours) more than 5 super junior members joining Hankyung in filing lawsuits against SME. Those five members are Kangin, Eunhyuk, Leeteuk, Donghae and Yesung, according to sina.com, a Chinese online news portal.
well... what's the world going on?! going to come to the end of 2009, 2010 is coming, why is this like that?!
is super junior going to disband?! (NONO!!!) Super junior M is currently disband le, dont tell me suju going to disband too? why this 2009 is bad for everyone? why why why???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT_TT
let's hope that in 2010 can change everything good. alright?
♥조앤♥
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @
7:06 PM
OMG!!! times flies very fast.. tml is releasing 'N' results le.. i now damn uneasy and worried. >,< i worried till i had a nightmare. T^T i dreamed that i get a F9 for my emath! OMG~ if i really gt F9 for my math, i think i really have nowhere to go liao la. now worry oso no use lor. cos the paper is already done, submit to teacher, 'fly' to cambridge, they even marked it, results is already printed, cant change it anymore lor.. let's pray hard and hope everyone can get a good results. ^^
good luck!
♥조앤♥
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @
5:34 PM
today go out with mandy, nicole and my sis to watch movie 2012. wow! that show nice man :x after the show, mandy and nicole went to toilet to take out their lens.
haish.. afterwards, I WAS IN A SUPER DUPER BAD MOOD! I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELINGS!!! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! HATE IT! I KEEP QUIET SO MANY TIMES, YET NO ONE KNOWS. NO ONE KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING. FEEL LIKE THROWING MY PC, EVRYTHING SURROUNDED ME! MANDY AND NICOLE KEEP TALKING AMONG THEMSELVES, LEFT ME AND MY SIS BEHIND ALONE. THEY NOT EVEN TURNING BACK AND TALK TO US! IS IT BECAUSE YOU GUYS HAVE THE COMMON HOBBEIS OR WHATEVER, YOUR CAN LEFT ME ALONE? IS IT BECAUSE I NOT REALLY HAVE THE SAME INTEREST LIKE YOU GUYS, YOUR LEFT ME ALONE? OR... EVEN I HAVE SAME INTEREST LIKE YOU GUYS, BUT I NOT THAT HYPER, WANTS TO LEFT ME ALONE? EVEN I ANGRY, SCREAMED AT THEM, THEY ALSO DON'T CARE! I HATE OUTING WITH THEM! I DON'T LIKE IT! IF U WERE ME, LEFT OUT ALONE, NO ONE WANTS TO BOTHER YOU, CARES YOU, EVEN YOU TRY TO TALKED TO THEM, THEY ALSO DON'T CARE, WOULD YOU FEEL HAPPY? I TELL YOU, YOU WILL FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT THEM, CRY OUT LOUD OR WHATEVER YOU CAN DO TO RELEASE YOUR ANGER! THIS IS WHAT FEELING RIGHT NOW, RIGHT HERE!!!!! even though i used to it, BUT I'M A HUMAN BEING, I ALSO HAVE FEELINGS TOO! now i know my sis's feeling when she was being left out LIKE THIS! YOU GUYS TELL ME! TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO SO THAT I CAN DON'T NEED TO LEFT OUT? TELL ME! TELL ME! QUICK! I WANTS TO KNOW THE ANSWER! TELL ME! TELL ME NOW! WHAT SHOULD I DO? YOU GUYS MAY THINKS I'M CRAZY BUT THIS IS MY FEELINGS. SINCE YOU TWO BECAME SO CLOSE, I ALWAYS BEING LEFT OUT. WHEN EVER I BEING LEFT OUT YOU LIKE TO SAY ME I EMO AGAIN BUT I'M NOT, IS I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK WITH! WHAT HAVE I DONE? IS THIS MY SIN? EVEN IN SCHOOL, EVEN IN A CLASS, EVEN GO OUT WITH FRIENDS, I WILL ALWAYS BEING LEFT OUT! IS THIS A FATE THAT ME AND MY SIS HAVE TO GO? Is not we don't want to talk, is we DOESN'T KNOW WHAT ARE TALKING ABT? if this continues, i think i will going to mental breakdown! going to be crazy OR going to have a mental problem soon. maybe someday, i doesn't know who are you. how i wish... i could lost all my memory, restart everything that i have now.
♥조앤♥